new experiences

I love experiencing new things
I hate being lost, physically and mentally, but I kind of like it in a way , LOL
it sucks at the moment, cause you realize how much you DONT know, and you feel so small
and im pretty sure people don't really like to feel that way- I know I DONT :/ hahahah ,
But then after when you look back , you realize how much you've learned and how much more open to the world you are , yah knoww ? hahahah

I still want to go home ! ):
but I think it's a good thing I'm here in Japan

BUT
I miss errbodyyy and everythingg,
im homesickkk ):
i miss my doggiess
i miss my room
i miss my bed
i miss my doll
i miss my friends
i miss my cousins [in america]
i miss cherry on top
i miss rite aid
i miss my birds
i miss my fishhh
i miss diamond bar
i miss puente mall
i miss brea mall
i miss the American cars
i miss the American roads
i miss going to the moviess
i miss being home all day on the computer
i miss watching English TV
i miss going swimming
i miss the sun
i miss the dryness
i just miss being HOME

I feel like such a loner hereee LOL
everybody's playing and hanging out with everyone else and catching up on thingss ,
while I'm stuck halfway across the world with no friends to hang out with and talk about things with and hang outtt

PEOPLEEE
GET ON AIM MORE OFTEN DURING THE NIGHT
cause that's when I'm on and i wanna talk to you all ! :D

OH !
and idk why but everytimee i go on i cant comment certain people on their blogspots even though im jsut dyingg tooo !
soo here yah gos :

MICHELLEPARK:
i dont remember if the comment i commented you worked , so ill just say it againn
hahaha .
OMG , NO CLASSES TOGETHER
THIS SUCKS
):
YOU HAVE SO MANY CLASSES WITH PEOPLE
I HATE YOUU
justkidding <3
i love youuuu !
i miss you tooooo ): dlkfjhadjkg

JULIEKEONG:
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH ! I LVOE YOUR BLOG ABOUT 100 THINGS ,
dudee , i lovee you juliee <3
hilarioussss ! i miss youu so muchh and we couldnt even hang out properly AT ALL this summerr
WTH ,
THAT'S WACKEDD
and no classes together ):
IM GOING TO PULL OUT MY EYELASHESS >:(

MISHKIM:
HAHAHAHA DUDEEE MICHELLEE
your 100 things are soo cutee too !

CRYSTAL LEE:
its 10 29 and nobodys online =(
DUDE ! that rhymess ! :D
i miss you too crystall ):
and im in japan right now, the airport actually
im goign to korea in like an hour , tehehe
lets finally play when i come back !
i wanna play with youuuuu

OMG COMPUTER'S RUNNING OUT OF TIME
OMG
OMG
OMG
38 SECONDS
I HAVE SO MUCH MORE TO SAY THOUGGHH
-___-
DFHKSDFJ

hotel rooms

hotel rooms are scaryyy, if not at first then laterr
omgg, i hate hotel roomss
=o=
and now im scared to turn the lights off and go back to sleep cause its 5 in the morning here and i woke up from a bad dream and i cant go back to sleep ><
and my sister's sleeping like a baby , WTH
hahahahah , not fair ! LOLL (:



I decided on my honeymoon when I grow up, I dont want to go anywhere fancy like New York or Las Vegas or Hawaii.
Instead, I want to go somewhere completelyy random, somewhere we've both never been beforee,
with just one luggage, money, and a map
and get around ourself and get lost and find our way backk !
heheheh ,
oh, but a place that speaks English, hahah

I miss all you guyss !
how are youu ?
(:

i hate eyes

I HATE EYES NOW
I ALWAYS GET INFECTIONS OR A STY OR MY VISION GETS WORSE
OMG
WHAT
IS
THE
MATTER
WITH
MY
EYEBALLS
-_________________-
ASKLDGJHLSKAFHKLASFH

i have another sty right after it got all better AND I'm going to Japan and Korea tomorrow ,
WITH A STY.
WHATS UP WITH THATT ?!?
OMGG ,

AND what reallyy makes me mad is that this summer I want to losee fat, but instead i gainedd
I'm serious, I gained soo much fat and all my muscle became jiggly.
-o-
AAHHHH , IM SO MAD.
i hate summer noww ! >:O

hehe, justkidding , i still like summer (:
i just have to control what i eat. , heh heh heh

mann , now I'm going to be gone for 4 weeks,
I'm going to miss everyonee ,
and I already miss youuuu
and youu
and all of youu elsee
):
I didn't even play enough with everyone this summer ,
how UNFUN .
=o=
but hopefull when school starts, let's ketchupp :D

OOHH , and my schedule is:

1. MathAn/CalH- Wiencek
2. ChemH- Bravo
3. ModWorldHistory-Salyer
4. Eng2H- Tenace
5. Spanish2H- Sorenson
6. xcountry/track-weincek/desai

tell me if we have any classes togetherr ! (=

happyyy

moviess todayy was funn (:
katherine, sarahchoi, sharon, chris, arthur, davidchiang, derrick, vincent, and eddie

yumyy food- two hotdogs :D
myy favoritee !


cross country tomorrow morning
havent gone for a week because i hurt my foot
now i feel so lazyy to go
uh-ohh
i hope i dont fall back

today's addition to my happy list :
movie theaters

today's song :
Happy by NeverShoutNever

pools & picnics

todayy was SUPERFUNN !
julia and sarahkim came over to my housee around 2ish .

then we went swimmingg and ohhmyy ,
julia kept untying my top and so i undid hers and we had warr (:<
but thenn , she finally got both strings off and took the top piece and started to swing it around the pool and toss it aroundd , =___=
WOOWW .
but luckily, nobody but sarah julia and i were theree !
and thenn i tried to do it to juliaa ,
but it didnt come off
she said her boobs were big enough to hold it up ,
LOLL . sureee , (=
hahahaha !
thenn , we got hungry so we went home
made grilled cheese sandwich and peanut butter sandwiches and eggs and this mexican quesadilla thing and waffles . with orange juice, shik hae, and water to drink . and cherries, and nacho chipss and otter pops for desert ! went for a picnic on my FRONT LAWN :D
it was funnn and DELISHH . !
then jason came over and we played cards ,
egyptian war went on FOREVERR . OMG ,
first julia and sarah got out , then i was winnng, then jason was winning, then sarah tapped in , then she got out, then julia tapped in- got out, then sarah tapped in, then SHE started winning , and then i started to win then jason then sarah again , and ohmyy .
then it FINALLY ended theree , but she cheatedddd . ):<
hahaha <33>
longset game i ever playedd for cardss ><

then julia and i went to swim again and sarah and jason were just playing cards ,
then the swimming suit top war went on again -_-
but luckilyy , nothing came off . o__o
then sarah left and we pushed jason into the pool ,
clothes and all, hehehe (:<
and thenn i came homee (=
FUNFUNN DAYY !


but my ankle hurts sooo bad >< i don't know if its sprained or WHATT . OMGOSHH . it hurts moree than before now afksldfhklasdh hopefully itll get better by wednesdayy so i can run again ! yipeee :D

there's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 youuu ,
i love youuu

?

i just had this scary nightmare last night ,

my friends and i were getting "chosen"
and everybody that was chosen was in one uniform and the others were in another ,
and then us chosen ones were in line cause we thought that something special was going to happen to us
but everyone that walked by had a horrified expression
and then Michelle Park walked by and i asked her what was going on
and she just shook her head at me with wide eyes and ran away
then my mom was in charge and i asked her what was going on
she said "just get in line" and pushed me and Sharon through this door
and when i got in, it was all dark and i turned around to go back out but she locked the door and the door had no handle
and then Sharon was gone
so i followed the corridor and opened the door
i was in my garage and Sharon was in a Saw contraption , with a knife in her hand
she was begging me to finish the puzzle and get her out
so i turned on the recorder and heard Jigsaw's voice
the timer started and i had one minute left
i couldn't finish the puzzle
Sharon cut her head open with the knife
i asked her "doesn't it hurt?" and she said "not at all" then she said "Elaine, im getting dizzzy" and died
i was so scared i opened the garage , got in the car and drove away
i crashed into a cow pen on the way to Chino Hills
then i got caught and i woke up

then i went back to sleep and the dream was continued o_o
i was in my parent's room and my mom told me i was never to leave the room
it was because my friends were downstairs being caught and "chosen"
then i ran away and my parent's henchmen were chasing after me
they caught me
then i woke up

then i went back to sleep and this time i was on a bicycle running away from the henchmen again
one of them was named George and he was chasing me through the streets of Mexico and caught me
he then got distracted by one of his ex-girlfriends and forgot about me
so i ran away at this moment
but then he realized i was gone and then started chasing me again
my bike got caught on a water hose
and right when he was about to catch me , i woke up

im seriouss , all my dreams these past few days were about running away and getting caught

what the heckkk
maybe there's something i keep avoiding , or im running away from O_o

guess whoo

heheh , im going to copy mishh and julie and do the person thingg ,
i think its soo cute and funn :D hahah !
but i'm going to admit, it's pretty long. =/

1. We've been friends since kindergartenn, lovee <3 youve taught me so many things throughout our friendship together. i can trust you for anything and youre bubbly personality just makes me happy whenever im down. i especially love talking about boys with youu ! hahah , i your words always give me the extra push whenever i feel discouraged and i love how you know when to just listen. i think we get closer as the years go by- let's keep it that wayy . <3 BCSFL


2. Im so gladd that you're one of my best friendss, i could always talk to you about anything and be RELAXED cause i know i can trust you all the timee . I remember during 8th grade, we had such passionate hatred for certain people and mann . what a ride that wass .haha ! MEMORIES <3 remember our first time at CUE ? we were soo lamee . AHAHA ! we havent really hung out alot these dayss , and it kind of feels like im growing a bit distant from youu dear. let's ketchupp <3 :D


3. since our mommy's stomachs up until now- 15. dang holymoly ! hahaha ! we've come a long waay , and ive loved every moment of it. You're soo nice and sweet and cute too . You know how to laugh and you know how to be true to yourselff . <3 i love when you sleepover and i make you fat and we talk right before we go to sleep about everything . and i love our dates together and how youre comfortable with me and im so comfortable with you that we have no guilty feelings when we say "i dont like your guy" or "that makes you look fat" HAHAH ! i loveee it <3 !


4. I love you soo muchh . i love how you're so crazy sometimess and when you laugh you make mee laugh and you're so loving and sweet and swimming with you is superr funn . ! hahah , and OMG . There's just sooo many things to talk about when Im with youu ! seriouslyy , I can open up to you about anything ! hahaha ! and you said that you used to hate me and i had ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA . LOLL ! i find that pretty funny, hahaha ! And when we go places together with our familiess, i enjoy every minute of it .<3 .


5. I think you're so funny and down to earth .! you're honestt and , dont cringe, youre cutee . hahahah ! You always say the right things to make me feel better, and that just makes me want to talk to youu more . sometimess , i think you're really confusingg , LOL . but that's okayy . cause youre bold at the same time and i like that - it helps mee to be bold too. ! dudee , remember the library ? it was soo funnyy, hehehe ,your best friend pencil sharpener . (: you're one of my bestfriends and i know i can always trust you with anythingg, and i hope you know that you can trust me with anything too . I'll always be here for yahh <3 .


6. I used to hatee your gutss . but now i dont ! hahah ! its so fun talking to you and especially english class ! LOLL . SUPERRFUNN . i think i got closer to you this yearr . And yeahh , okay you're cutee . goshh , you HAVE to be told that everydayy huhh ? hahaha ! i hopee we get a class together during schooll - we can talk about boys again :D or, maybe girls in your case . hahah ! i hope you know that ill always be here if you need someone to talk to or just want someone to listen . i hope you're always safe and make the right choicess , i believe in youu <3 ,

7. hiyaa ! i think you're soo funny and cutee ! hahaha and when we talk about boyss , it makes me soo happyy :D its so fun talking to you and telling you things cause you always understandd and have the funniest reactions . hahah ! we didnt hang outmuch , but let's play some more yeah ?


8. HAHAHAHA ! duddee , you're just, oh mann . Hilariouss , you cutiepiee . <3 our farting episodes and whenever we let out our feelings about something, we connect . we get each otherr , yah knoww ? :D you alwaays understand how i feel and i always understand how you feel. its like, brain/heart conenction hahah ! im soo glad i met youu bubb . i remember when i firstt met you , i thought that you were soo weird . ! LOLL . but thenn , i realized that you're not . . . NOT . heheh (= you're still weird , but in an uncontrollable-loving-you-because-i-just-do -and-you-make-me-love-you way . and you creeepyy , hehehe i lovee youuu <3 !

9. It all started 8th gradee i think huhh ? clase de sciencee . hahaha ! it was funn :D and as the year went by , i think we got closer and closerr . <3 ill alwayss be here for you, and i say this with a clear consciencee . i wouldnt do anythign deliberately to hurt youu , i promisee . i lovee playing with you and just being two stupid baffoons acting like kids with ballons and scooters . letss continuee to become better friendss , yess ?

10. i knew you since middle school , but I wasn’t that close to you. then in high school we started talking more and we got closerrr . ! i don’t know yet if I can still trust you with everything, but I know that I can trust you when it comes to certain things. at the least, I just hope we keep becoming better friends as time goes byy (:


11. hiii ! You know what i lovee ? when we see each other and meet eye contact and you smile and you go "elainee!" and then i go "___!" and we give each other a hug . hehehe <3 it makes me soo happyy and comfortablee :D we dont talk that much these dayss , but i hopee that we can start picking up from where we left off and continue becoming clsoer friendss ,



12. I've known you ever since i was in 1st gradee , and you lived in the apartment under mine . hahaha ! and i remember the first day you moved in , i brought out a Maple Hill ball and started playingg . IDK WHY . LOLL ! mann , i was soo gayy . hahahaha ! butt you live near me again :D so let's go swimming and talk and playy more now !


13. ive met you this year, but I think we became good friends . I helped you and you helped me in certain situations , hahah ! I feel like I can always trust with telling you things because even though you most of the time have your own opinions, your responds are interesting and funny. and also cause . LOL . let’s continue to be good friends , yeah ?

Dudee , omg okayy so todayy , i asked my mom to buy some bbq ribs while she was at costco but she didn't get any cause my mom said there wen't any left .
And it felt like my world was coming to an end.
I was so sadd ,

inventions

today was sarahpang's birthday :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH !
SWEETSIXTEEN. WOOHOOO .

so i made a cake for her and ic3 went by a little faster than normal. then in src we learned about AIDs and HIVs . scary stuff man D:
then while we were watching a movie I went to mr. A's room to meet my friends cause all they do is watch moviess !
luckybuttss .
i dont care how boring they say it is , i think itll still be fun if you're with your friends (=

thenn after school my mom took me and my sister to the mall to shop but then my mom was hungry and we needed her to be in a good mood so we were going to eat at souplantation but my sister was being a little brat so we just dropped her off at the mall irst herself and went to eat , mommy and i <3
and thenn we went to the mall and she bought me so many things . yayyy !
i was soo happy, cause im nearly broke these dayss . x_x

thenn , i came home and this is when boring stuff happens .
piano, and tutor .
and blahblahblah .
then i had to write my writing class essay about inventions .
FRIGGIN GAY .
UGHH ,
but then i was talking to all my wonderful friends so it was okayy .
kept me companyy (:

hmm , i havent written here in ONE WEEK . i realizedd .
soo RECAP .

last thursday, sarahpang, crystal, sarahkim, and karan came over .
nail polish, food, wii , and TALK <3

then friday-
pamela's partyy !
it was realllyy funn .
some of us watched confessions of a shopaholic and then sharon and karan and i played Horse fora while . then watched princess protection program with some of the other girls , and then wtached shopaholic again . and this time the guys watched it too and they were so into it . !
hahaha ,

then saturday-
karan's party !
it was superr fun too !
it was swimming but only crystal grace karan and me swam .
boooo .
hehehe , but it was still fun .
karan's soo funny in the pool . :D
then we watched a scary movie, a gay french dubbed one .
but the pictures were so scary o_o
and at the end, there was like this grand finale pop-up scenee and michael was sooo funnyy !
he screamedd and he went climbing on devin and everybody was screaming too and yelling and freaking out . hahaha !
and then josephchang did his dare and wore by swimming suit top and omg .. . . lakjghakhgf
hahaha , but it was FUNNY .
then we played these games outside and then i left .

and then i watched trasnformers with my parentss .
SO FUN .
thenn , everything else was same .

then yesterday i went to movies and watched public enemies but i regret it . it was so boring , shooting al lthe time and so we went out before it ended . it was still pretty funn though !

hehehe , i love my summer so far . <3