todacosa

hmmm , its morning right now and nothing's happened so far todayy
sooo , ill just blab about yesterdayy

OMG , OKAY SO
my sister and i went to go get massages or somethingg for your scalp and neck and shoulders and back yesterday, and it felt sooo gooodd
but then , it also hurt at the same time cause they were so STRONG OMGG
O_O but it was the "painful-but-feels-good" feeling !
but thenn , i guess they WERE too strong because now my shoulders are a bit bruised ><

DUDE , i can't sleep well anymore these dayss
cause my family's in a hotel for now, and my sister and i have to share a bed
i hate sharing beds now =o=
soo uncomfortable- there's absolutely NO SPACE for me to stretch out my legs after a tiring day
my legs and back is all soree when i wake up all the timee
andd PLUS, daddy snores SO LOUDD
OMG , i always wake up in the middle of the night and have to listen to my ipod
i have to listen to a loud soung like "Right Round" to muffle out the noiseee
T_T
hahahah , well anywayss


so far, korea so good

anybody want letterss ? (:
im going to send them overseas ,tehhhe

so tell me your address if yah want onee ! :D

LONER

i feel like such a loner heree
LOL
i think ive said that beforee
but i really really do
i read about how everyone is hanging out with people and making memories and goin to retreats and they're making their summer days meaningful

and i guess i am too , with family and all
but still , i want to be at home in america
hanging out with everyone elsee

mmm , on a lighter notee
i'm not miserable here either, i guess
i had lotss of fun yesterday :D

shopping at myongdong and kangnam and idaewon
funfunn , cause daddy paid , instead of making me pay for my own stuffss ,hehehe
i lovee my parents <3

and then we ate soo much good food, like myongdong kal gook soo and friggin good patbingsu at this small restaurant

and then i went to my great aunt's burial place todayy
so peaceful , and im happy she doesnt have to suffer any more .
i miss her thoughh

today , i met my suwon familyy
my second cousin soh young remembered me ! :D teheheh , and her baby brother is sooo cutee
and my mom's uncle is so funnyy
i loveee my family <3

everybodyy ! talk to me on myspace or somethingg (:
i wanna hear from you guyss and i want to ketchupp
even from halfway across the world <3
hahahha

bipolar

IM STARTING TO DISLIKE BEING HERE NOW

I like being here and then I also DONT DONT DONT like being heree .

i'm irritated by you . . .

but at the same time, I feel guilty that I am

i
dont
get
you

i dont get myself

i want to go home ,
but at the same time i want to be here



i dont really know what i want anymore

hmmm

-i miss playing the piano
-Down and Good Girls Go Bad is my favorite song right now !
-I realized bruises go for a long timee ><
-I don't like flying over waterr
-being in a boat in the middle of open water FREAKS ME OUT
-i always dream random adventurous dreams :D
-when i smile at a stranger and they smile back at me, it makes my day (:
-babiesbabiesbabies
-i like latpot keyboards muchh better than just normal keyboads
-i like to sweat
-not when im dressed up though , LOL
-youre soo confusing , I don't know how to figure you out . what are you thinking ?
-i dont like it when people lie to me
-have some class
-pressing buttons are superr fun !
-i dont like wearing shoess

ooppss

ooppss !
I walked into the men's restroom at the airport todayy ><>
so embarassingg =o=

caught my sister trying-to-be-cool-but-fail so many times today , LOLL
likee , one time she tried to be 'slick' and slide through a closing door but got stuck and thought no one saw ,
then she looked up and saw me- we crackedd upp :D
and LOTS moree , HAHAHA

ate samkyubsal todayy ,
havent eaten it in a whilee and i used to love it , then i hated it,
now i LOVE IT :D
OMGG ! so gooodd (:
i understand you now julieee , LOL

im finally in Korea noww , yeee !
im so happy, i can actually understand the language around me and read the signs and navigate my way aroundd
yesssss