so many thoughts ;

ohkay well , i was hoping that the first day back to school from break would be great !
but it wasnt -_-
it was actually really boring for me and i was in a bad mood the whole day .

. . . and i dont know why . -o-
PMS ??
hope sooo .

ughhh ! so many little things seem so big to me now and the littlest things gets on my nerves . im serious , like the stupidest things, seriously .
for example , like , if someone talks a bit too much , i just want to get my shoe and shove it up their butt and tell them to shut up =o=

im so messed up . OMGOSH .
and im being more mean now , i can tell .
lajhasdfgd;

but i cant help myself . AAHH !
i need something happy to happen ! to get my mind off of it . to put me on the right track again !

plusss , im so mad at myself .
im getting so lazy these days ): i start my homework late , i get off the computer too late , i dont want to go downstairs to staple my math homework papers, i dont want to go down and eat, i dont want to reply to texts, i get up late , i dont even do homework on weekends until late on sunday night .
im soon going to be supahh fat from immobility .

and then next week is STAR testing .
but actually , star's not that bad .