cheer up, please .

ohmygosh .
i think there's so much bad things going on these days ,
not necessarily to me,
but as i watch the world, i think i can see it happen among the people i know and love ):

so many people talk about how gossip's going around, or how things are just not working out the way they prefer, or of how these days they're so sad and life is so gay to them .
my life is gay too, but not that much . im still satisfied with it, and i wouldnt want any other different life ,

thats why when i hear of people having such hard difficulties, it breaks my heart .
especially for mahfriends ,
i wish i could help you guys , but i dont know how to .
but i promise to pray to God that everything works out for you guys <3>

Amy Chen: i love how you and i can just talk about our "what the freak" moments and complain together about "what the freak" stuffs
Amy Tan: i love how we meet up after fourth period and get lunch together and you're always so bubbly and happy and you cheer me up after i get a bad test grade
Christine Kim: i love how you're open to talk about boys cause then that reassures me that i can trust you too with some of My problems
Clara Kim: i love your spontaneousness and your kindness and how youre not scared of piercing other people's ears
CrystalLee: i love when you IM me out of the blue because you feel like you're getting distant because that lets me know that you're a real friend
Deborah Kim: i love how you're always happy and you're so fun to talk to when talking about the guys we like
Evelyn Na: i love how you know some people that i know too that are not in the group of friends we hang out with, cause then that gives us an extra topic to talk about in a conversation
Grace Cheng: i love how you want to get some fat on your bones cause you think you're too skinny and you actually admit it and that lets me know that you really know what a healthy weight is
HyeJin Park: i love how you're modest and that you're so nice and when i see you being super nice, it inspires me to be really nice too
Janelle Francisco: i love how your first impression was good when you were new to DBHS cause you were happy and nice and bubbly and you're so laid back, that it mkakes me feel relaxed
Jasmine Chae: i love how we still remember our Doctor and Mango memories from way back in 7th grade and we still call each other that without thinking its lame
Jessica Chiang: i love how when you laugh, you're not afraid to laugh out loud and you're always so easy to talk to, i dont know why, but i love it when i talk to you about certain things
Julia Park: i love how you love your kitties and when we do our MAKness and go crazy and the fact that youre so close with your sisters is just heartwarming
Julie Keong: i love the moments when you're hyper cause your laugh just cheers me up and it lets me know that even with sad things in the world, there's always happiness
Karan Kim: i love how you always understand the feelings that i have, whether its happy or angry or annoyed or just confused and how you know lots about animals cause it gives me someone to feel animal-smart with
Katherine Chung: i love when i talk to you about serious matters such as the people who's causing me sadness and heartbreak especially cause the people that you know knows the people that i know and they're all connected in some way and i can always go to you to vent
Kristin Yoon: i love the way you talk and your accent and how you alway say "hi guys" when you greet people cause then i think "oh! its kristin!" without having to lok at your face cause you have your own unique style of talking
Pamela Chen: i love how you're always so gentle and nice and how you love your mom and helped her in the kitchen that one time at your house and how you love your baby Garfield
Priscilla Lee: i love it when you ask cute questions and how you're willing to leave at 5 to go to church from a birthday party
Michelle Kim: i love talking to you about the gayness of life and certain issues about what bothers us and i love how you understand the way i feel about certain people
Michelle Park: i love it when you and i laugh about something that happened together without even having to mention it out loud , especially when you're all the way in the front and im in the back of bio
SarahKim: i love how you always know how to say how you feel about something, and it makes it so much easier for me to know what's going on inside your head .
Sarah Pang: i love it when you get ADD and get so distracted by other topics when we're talking about a serious issue cause it always happens to make me laugh and not be depressed anymore, like that time at sarahkim's house
Sarah Chang: i love how you're so cuddly and motherlike and gentle and funny and tough and not afraid to speak your mind
Sarah Choi: i love it when we go crazy together and laugh uncontrollably and talk about bio at church cause it makes me feel smart
Sharon Hong: i love how we always laugh and talk about guys and your innocentness and i love your laugh cause its not too loud and obnoxious, but its not too quiet for a laugh either