choonhee babeyy .

dudee , my eyeballs are drying up x_x
cause i just slept for like, 20 minutes with my contacts on and yeahh .
haha !

well anywaysss , today i went on bio field trip today .
i thought it would be really funn but , it didnt reach my expectations .
but it wasn't BORING either . it was in the middle .

but i hated how the bus was soo crowded and hot and humidity . bleghh .

but the botanical garden was really prettyy . and it smelled nice and it had a veryy pleasant air . pahahah ! :D

OHMYGOSHH . AND ALSOO .
like , the way that we went to the botanical garden was JUST LIKE THE WAY i used to go to for my flute lessons and it brought back soo many memories .

like, you know when you used to go somewhere like, very often but then you stopped going there and all of a sudden you go to that place and its like , ALL THE MEMORIES COME RUSHING BACK .
yahh knoww ?

i miss my old flute teacher Wendy): she was sooo nice . and like , she always comforted me when my mom and i had fights and she always gave me a cookie and her husband was so nice and he always made copies for us and he was always so jolly . and OMG her dog Ellie was the sweetest ever . seirouslyy ! .

sometimes , i wish that i hadnt quit flute . even though i didnt like it , i think everything else would be worth it for me to just suck it up and endure the torture of flute lessons .

i miss Wendy so muchh ): sometimes , i wish that i could just meet up with her one day or stop by her house to say hi or somethingg .
aaahhh !

there's soo many people that used to be in my life but now arebt .
i wonder what They're life's like so farr.

sighhh . well anywayss .

todayy , i was ALMOT ABOUT TO GET A CATT ! ):
butt then my mommy made me get rid of it OVER THE PHONE . UGHH ,
like , my parents arent home for the weekend so i decidied to ask julia for one of her cats and keep it until tomorrow nad surprise them with it later .
but then my mom guessed what the surprise was so i just said yes it was a cat .
and she was like "GET RID OF IT IMMEDIATELY ! IT BETTERN OT BE AT HOME BY TOMORROW ! BLAHBLAHBLAH ! "
=_=^
soo , no more kitty anymore .
and i even named it Choonhee and got attached to it and even my aunt was getting attached to it .
ughh , only if i had a cat my home life would be complete - with a few exceptions .
isldhglshgs .

and today , i realized my old feelings for certain things are coming back .
i thought they were gone .
i guess not T_T
what do i do now ?
get over it ?
yeahh , probablyyy .

OHMYGOSH .
i just had a conversation with myself .
how gayyyy